Am I Having a Spiritual Awakening? Or Am I Simply Changing?
13 July 2026 · 4 min read · 44 min video
Sometimes the question isn't as simple as it first appears.
Have you ever found yourself wondering: "Am I having a spiritual awakening?"
Perhaps you've noticed that you're changing. You see life differently than you used to. You need more quiet. You're questioning beliefs that once felt certain. Or maybe you simply have the feeling that something within you is different, even if you can't explain why.
Many people search for answers to these experiences. Some call it a spiritual awakening. Others see it as healing, personal growth, or simply becoming more aware of themselves.
In this week's conversation, I wanted to explore that question a little differently. Not by telling you what to believe. But by inviting you to become curious about your own experience.
What emerged during this week's reading
As I sat with this question and began working with the cards, one idea kept returning.
Rather than feeling like we suddenly become someone new, what if what many people call a spiritual awakening is actually a process of remembering?
That was the strongest theme that came through for me. Not remembering facts. Not remembering events. But remembering something about who we are beneath all the roles, expectations and experiences we've collected throughout life.
Whether that idea resonates with you or not is entirely your choice. My intention isn't to convince you. It's simply to offer another way of looking at the question.
Change often begins long before we understand it
One thing I've noticed, both in my own life and through conversations with others, is that change rarely arrives with a clear explanation.
Instead, it often begins quietly. You may notice yourself becoming more reflective. More aware of your emotions. More interested in understanding yourself than trying to change everyone around you.
Sometimes life slows us down long enough for us to notice what has been there all along. The understanding often comes later.
There doesn't have to be one explanation
One of the reasons I enjoy exploring these questions is because I don't think every experience needs a single definition.
Some people describe these periods as spiritual awakenings. Others describe them as life transitions. Some recognise them after grief, burnout, therapy, meditation or significant life events. Different perspectives can exist side by side.
Rather than rushing to decide which explanation is "correct", I find it more helpful to ask: What is this experience inviting me to notice?
That question creates space for curiosity rather than certainty.
Listening to your own experience
During this week's reading, another theme kept returning. Whatever we're experiencing, it's important to stay connected to ourselves rather than becoming consumed by labels.
In my own experience, there have been times when life felt as though it was changing rapidly. There were moments I couldn't explain. Experiences that only made sense when I looked back years later.
That doesn't mean your journey will look like mine. It won't. Each person's experience is unique. But paying attention to what you're noticing can often be more valuable than searching for someone else to define it for you.
Why I use oracle cards
People sometimes ask why I use oracle cards when exploring questions like these.
For me, the cards aren't there to predict the future or tell someone exactly what is true. They're a reflective tool. A way of slowing down. A way of noticing what stands out. A way of beginning a conversation that perhaps we wouldn't otherwise have had.
The insight doesn't come from blindly accepting the card. It comes from becoming curious about why a particular message, image or feeling caught your attention in the first place.
Supporting yourself through periods of change
Whatever you choose to call your experience, I believe it's important to support yourself practically as well as emotionally. That might look like:
- Giving yourself permission to slow down.
- Spending time in nature.
- Journalling without trying to find the "right" answer.
- Talking with someone you trust.
- Looking after your physical wellbeing.
- Remaining open to learning without feeling pressured to know everything immediately.
Growth rarely happens all at once. It unfolds over time.
This Week's Reflection
As the reading came to a close, one question stayed with me. Rather than asking "Am I having a spiritual awakening?" I found myself asking something slightly different.
What is it that I already know that I haven't yet acknowledged?
Perhaps that's a question worth sitting with this week. Not because you need an immediate answer. But because sometimes the most meaningful insights emerge when we stop trying to force them.
Continue the Conversation
If this week's conversation resonated with you, I'd love for you to watch the full YouTube video where I explore this question in much greater depth through an intuitive oracle card reading.
If you'd like to continue exploring questions like these each week, you can also join The OWL Journal, where I share thoughtful reflections, journalling prompts and new conversations as they're released.
If you enjoy using oracle cards as part of your own reflective practice, you may also like the 120 Oracle Question Book — a collection of questions designed to help you explore your own insights rather than seek certainty from the cards.
Final Thoughts
Whether you describe what you're experiencing as a spiritual awakening, personal growth, healing or simply change, you don't have to rush to define it.
Sometimes the most valuable thing we can do is pause. Notice. Reflect. And remain curious about where life is inviting us next.
Continue Exploring
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